hey woman,
you're such a big joke.
not as if you've experienced much of it,
yet you already think you know so much.
you think you can form such a great conclusion!
wow, you're absolutely astounding!
who are you to judge us all?
you just shut up.
AND LISTEN TO ME.
how many times must i repeat the same things over and over again.
who are you doing it for?
yourself? or just for
the sake of it?
if they dont care, then why should YOU care?
it's bloody irritating to have to repeat myself.
the next time you bring up the topic,
i'll just take a tape recorder,
record myself and play it for you each time you ask the same freaking qn.
i could've easily just dao-ed you.
you didnt even show any gratitude that i helped you.
what if i decided not to help you anymore?
where would you be then?
crying in a little corner of your tiny little world?
where you think that the world is against you only?
grow up.
the world's like that.
honestly, if you want to go suicide like you keep telling me,
go ahead.
it's so irritating to keep hearing you say that.
so tiring to keep my cool.
if you even dare to.
but i dont think so.
every time you see me,
there's always something that must bother you.
something minor, trivial.
but you just want to trouble me with it, dont you?
"oh i left my book in class! can come with me to take it?"
"oh dear my plaster coming off, can go G.O with me to get more?"
"i think they dont like me. why?"
"they dont want to talk to me. they didnt invite me to go with them.. did they invite you?"
"i hope you know you're my
only friend in this world."
"i wish i could just end my life like this."
"i didnt have enough sleep last night."
"i was crying alone in the dark."
"i didnt have anyone to talk to.."
if you asked me for my HONEST opinion,
I REALLY DONT WANT TO CARE ANYMORE.
BUT THE WAY YOU CARRY YOURSELF IS SO PITIFUL.
I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE.
I WISH YOU'D JUST
SHUT UP AND
LEAVE ME ALONE.
even if i'm your only friend,
it doesnt mean that you're my only friend.you want me to dedicate my life to caring for you is it?
like hell i will.
go find some kind of 'dardar' who doesnt have much of a life and is desperate to have a 'dardar' too.
who'd give a damn what you do at that time?
i repeat myself again, I REALLY DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY ANYMORE.
IN FACT I JUST TREAT EVERYTHING YOU SAY AS A
HUGE LIE.
YOU JUST WANT ATTENTION DONT YOU?
YOU WANT ATTENTION THEN GO SOMEWHERE ELSE AND FIND IT.
BECAUSE YOU ARENT GETTING ATTENTION FROM ME, JUST AROUSING MY IRRITATION.
i really really think you
suck.
i might as well trash this
friendship.
it's not even one.
it's just a relationship formed on the basis of pity.
you irritating, stupid prat.
and i suggest to readers, if you cannot confirm that i am talking about you,
do not jump to conclusions, thanks.
i need someone to make me smile again.
;melissa